It feels like I’m starting a whole new life, that the moment you vanished from it, was the first day of my life. I have a lot of fears at this point because I don’t know what to expect. I use to love surprises but not anymore, I feel like everything in my life needs to be planned out. That is no way of living. Isn’t it crazy how you start to even resemble your loved one? Yes, indeed it is. I’ve never been really one to “believe in certain movies or spiritual advisors on making a change or impact in my life” but when I saw this movie, it was exactly what I am going through at this very moment. Just for the record I paid to see the movie twice. I need to make myself happy before anything else and I’m ready to take that step. Anyone who doesn’t or isn’t willing to be by my side through tough times, isn’t really worth much of my time. I’m ready to accept this new life, so here I come.